A Major Mistake

Yesterday I did something I deeply regret. I behaved badly. I want to apologize to the people involved. Rest assured that before I publish this I will have already apologized in person. They do read my blog so they will see it only after I have told them how sorry I am.

I’m not going to go into great detail. I will say that no one was killed or hurt, and no physical violence of any kind was involved. I didn’t steal anything or scam anyone. I did not bear false witness or commit adultery. I did not destroy or vandalize any property.

And I did not make a mistake on the bike that caused someone else to crash. That would have been an accident and completely unintentional. Unlike what I did yesterday.

I expressed an opinion in a loud and boisterous manner completely inappropriate with the situation.

Mostly throughout this pandemic I have managed to restrain myself. In the face of massive stupidity and hypocrisy and incompetence, I have tempered what I say and write. I did have one blog post censored, but considering all the things I could have written but did not, a single post removed is kind of a success. It is probably a good thing that some of the ‘drafts’ I created never saw the light of publication.

So today I’m left with that sick, guilty feeling that won’t go away for a while. Last night Stoker said she was ashamed of me, and I can’t imagine anything worse than that.

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